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[FIC]Always there 7

Sat, 14 Oct 2006 10:48:45 GMT

The evening of the same day,

When Yunho and Jaejoong were having a nice and peaceful time in front of the television,The rest of the band were back.All exhausted.Changmin suddenly claimed his place by laying flat on the sofa and drifted to sleep,not even wasted his time to say 'hi' to his hyungs as usual.Junsu slowly followed Changmin and stepped into their apartment.

Yunho chuckled at the sight of his bandmates.

Junsu was all flushed red and panting a bit as he carefully lay the taller body of Yoochun on the sofa.The taller boy stirred a bit but still not completely woke up.Instead,he snuggled closer to Junsu's hands and his breath become even again.

"What happened to him,'Su?" Jaejoong asked,amused as he saw Junsu slowly rubbed his hand on Yoochun's head in soothing way.

"Err...today we have to made the appearance at some TV show and it's outdoor but then it was raining so hard and that damn director didn't allow us to take a break and Yoochun had to stay out in the rain for almost 2 hours" Junsu answered.

"Yea,and on the way back home Yoochun hyung caught a cold." Changmin said then added. "And then Junsu hyung couldn't stop complaining that picky director for that."

Jaejoong and Yunho laughed
Junsu always acted gentle toward everyone,but obviously...Yoochun is exclusive and always got the privilage from Junsu.
But did Yoochun ever noticed it?
"Jaejoong hyung~" Changmin called with his sweet voice and Jaejoong knows what that mean.
"Hungry?" Jaejoong asked.Changmin nodded as he rubbed his hands on his stomach,Jaejoong nodded back and turned to Junsu.
"Go to take a shower,Junsu." Jaejoong said. "I'll make the dinner."
"But---" Junsu protested and gestured Jaejoong to his hand,which being grabbed tightly in Yoochun's.
"I'll take care of him." Jaejoong smiled.
Junsu nodded and carefully untangled his hand from Yoochun's,his eyes still lay on the other's face to see if Yoochun would woken up by his movement but the boy just muffling a bit as he lost the warmth and then went back to sleep.
"Now go." Yunho said. "I'm hungry now or else I might eat someone alive."
Junsu laughed and hurried toward his bedroom as Yunho started to chase him all the way from the hallway.
- - - - -- -
"...chun,Yoochun..wake up and let's have a dinner" A familiar sweet voice called Yoochun out from his dreamland,he could felt the cold fingertips on his cheeks as they patted his cheeks lightly.
"'Su ahh~let me have some more sleep." Yoochun croaked.His throat was burning by the fever and he felts like he could exploded anytime because of the hotness inside his body.
A soft gigled rang in his ears.
Yoochun tried to lift up his heavy eyelids but when he did so,all the vision was blurred.Only thing he could see was someone with black hair not shiny gold one like Junsu.
"Jaejoong..." The boy said quietly.His throat was burning like hell now.
"Good evening,sleep head." Jaejoong smiled. "Sorry that I'm not your Junsu but he'll be right back."
Yoochun nodded as he become speechless.His throat felt tight and his hands shook uncontrolable.Uttering a word is so difficult for him by now as Jaejoong put his hand on his forehead,checking the temperature.
"You still have a fever,Chun.I'll told Junsu to feed you something...now lay still." Then Jaejoong walked away,leaving Yoochun in various feelings inside but most of all is shocked.After being ignored for a long time since their break up,this is the first time that Jaejoong ever talk to him.
- - - - - - -
"Ahh~" Junsu made his voice as he fed a spoonful of soup to Yoochun just like when he fed a baby.
"I'm not a baby,Junsu." Yoochun smirked and Junsu pouted.
"Then the grown-up should eat this soup by himself." The smaller boy said and placed the bowl back on the table,crossed his arms triumphantly.
A few minutes passed,but Junsu didn't move neither Yoochun who just exchanged the glance with the smaller boy.Finally he gave up.
"Mianhae...'Su yah~" Yoochun said as he gently grabbed Junsu's arms and make a puppie-eyed. "Now I'm your baby...feed me,please?"
Junsu blushed as he heard the word but then nodded and continued to feed Yoochun,who kept staring at his face and smiled.So that Junsu couldn't even makes any eyes-contact with the taller boy.
"What the hell you looking at,idiot?" Junsu mumbled,still focused his eyes on the empty bowl.
"Hmm..nothing" Yoochun shrugged. "I just found it's so amusing to see your face become a nice shade of pink like this."
"Shut up!" Junsu whined. "Are you full now?"
"Aha."
"Go to bed then."
"No."
"Yes."
"No."
"Why?"
"I'm not going anywhere if you don't come with me." Yoochun pouted and crossed his arms.
"But I have to take care of those dishes." Junsu protested. "It's my turn to wash it."
"Then I'll wait." Yoochun replied and suddenly lay back onto the couch before he added. "Hurry."
- - - - - - -
"Damn!Chun ah...why you are so heavy like this??" Junsu cursed as he tried to dragged Yoochun all the way from the living room to their shared bedroom and the other boy didn't give him any help.
With one last tug,Junsu thought it's all done.But instead of having Yoochun on his own bed,the taller boy fell upon Junsu's body and their faces were a centimetre apart.Junsu closed his eyes tightly as he could felt the hot breath from Yoochun's lips lingered on his face.He found that it's too exhausting to protest when their bodies almost became one like this.
"Junsu ah..." Yoochun whispered next to his ears,but Junsu felt like it was from far,far away.And before he could respond anything,his lips were sealed by Yoochun's in sweet kiss.Tongue battled for a dominant and finally Junsu giving in and let Yoochun explored his mouth as he wish.A strong hand gripped his hip firmly on the mattress as the other crept under his T-shirt to rubbed on Junsu's flat stomach,which quivered as his breaths became more labored.
"Yoochun..." Junsu moaned against Yoochun's lips.Hands reached up to grabbed on Yoochun's brown hair and pulled him down to deepened the kiss,but Yoochun finally pulled back after some time.
"You might caught a cold too." Yoochun whispered huskily. "And I don't want it to happen."
"I---" Junsu tried to say something but Yoochun stopped him by his finger.Guilty still shone in Junsu's eyes.
"That's alright,Junsu." Yoochun said. "Thinking that way...this is just for luck."
"...."
There is no response from Junsu.Yoochun smiled again and climbed to his own bed,wrapped the blanket around himself and turned his back to Junsu.
So he couldn't hear any sobs and see any tears from the smaller boy beside him.

'You know,I can't stop falling in love with you.
I'm loosing my control.
But I'm afraid of losing my best friend.'

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[FIC]Always there 6

Tue, 26 Sep 2006 11:42:39 GMT

sorry if this chapter is come out so late *gulity* and it's also too short...*sorryy*

"Yunho hyung!wake up!" Ah, then again Changmin’s voice woke Yunho up as the younger boy found his hyung falling asleep beside the window.
"Good morning,Min." Yunho replied sleepily.
"Morning,hyung.Where is Jaejoong?" Changmin responded as he looked around the room to find another said man.
"Maybe in the bathroom." Yunho lied.Changmin nodded his head in understand,but unexpectedly the boy were walking toward the bathroom and knocked its door loudly.
"Jaejoong hyung!are you there?" He yelled. "I’m so hungry."
There was no response
"Can you lowered your voice,Changmin?! I’m trying to watch football match here." Junsu’s voice echoed from the living room.
Changmin shrugged and exited Yunho’s bedroom without any further question.
- - - - - - - - - - -
Two hours later,the group were gathering together in the living room,no one said anything for half an hour now and Yoochun couldn’t take it anymore.So,he broke the silence.
"Honestly,Yunho…where is Jaejoong?"
"He sneaked out last night." Yunho sighed.
"Last night?!but you said that you’ve been stop him already!?" Junsu said worriedly.
"I do." Yunho replied. "But your hyung is too stubborn."
"Maybe we should call him." Yoochun adviced.
"Call who?" Changmin who was just took of his earphones asked in confusion,but when Junsu told him what’s going on,the boy gasped.
"Then what about my food?!" Changmin whined and yelped as he received a light smack on his head from Yoochun.
"You wanna eat your ‘food’ or my ‘foot’,Changmin?" Yoochun asked and Changmin just mumbled about something which anyone couldn’t caught the words clearly.
"Stop it,you two." Junsu said then asked Changmin. "Are you hungry,Min?"
"Yes." Changmin answered.
"I’ll make you some noodles." Junsu said and pulled himself up from the floor but Yoochun grabbed him by his wrist.
"I’ll help you." Yoochun said.
"I can do this." Junsu smiled. "And don’t you hungry?"
"Not really…what about you,Yunho?"
Yunho shook his head in response and drifted back to his thought again.
"Alright.I’ll make one for Changmin and one for us to share.Even you don’t feel like eating,you should have something,Yoochun." Junsu said.
"Make a toast for Yunho,too." Yoochun requested and Junsu nodded before he disappeared into the kitchen.
Yunho and Yoochun sighed at the same time but for different reasons.
Yunho was just thinking about where is Jaejoong and how is he now,and Yoochun was thinking that how much Junsu remind him of Jaejoong.
- - - - - -- - - --
After having their meals,Yoochun,Junsu and Changmin had to go for their photoshoot and for Yunho…this was his free time.

"Good luck,guys." Yunho said as he waved his hand to his friends.
"If Jaejoong is back,call me up,okay?" Junsu said before he followed Changmin into the van.
* * * * * * * *
Yunho threw himself on the couch and closed his eyes wearily,shifting a bit when he heard a click from the front door and a shuffle of feet toward him.
"Yunho?" Jaejoong called,wondering why Yunho was here don‘t he supposed to be with the rest of them?
"I’m trying to sleep here,Jaejoong." Yunho said coldly. "So be on your way."
"But this is late in the morning now!" Jaejoong whined and pulled Yunho up to sit position.
"Yea,it’s late in the morning then why you’re here?!" Yunho snapped. "Aren’t you suppose to be out there with those hotties until the late at night?!"
"I---" Jaejoong tried to protest but Yunho stopped him.
"No,Jae…I’m sick of your lame excuse now." Yunho sighed tiredly. "I’ll let you do what you like."

Yunho said before he pulled himself up from the couch and slowly walked pass Jaejoong.
"I’m sorry." Jaejoong choked.
"Sorry for what?!" Yunho wondered. "Don’t say sorry if you don’t really meant it,Kim Jaejoong!this is not an excuse for you to going out over and over even I told you to stop!"
"I’m sorry if it makes you feel like that,Yunho." Jaejoong mumbled and turned to leave.
"Jaejoong…" Yunho called as he reached to grab Jaejoong’s hand,but the other pulled away.
"I don’t deserve to you or anyone else anymore,Yunho." Jaejoong said shakily. "Let me be on my way."
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
Yunho had spent almost an hour in front of Jaejoong’s bedroom,trying to get an access as he heard some whimpering and hiccupping from inside the room.
‘Stupid,Jung Yunho." Yunho cursed himself. ‘Now you make Jaejoong cry and break down even more.’
"Jaejoong…let me in." Yunho said.
"……."
"Jaejoong ah…" Yunho pleaded as he tried to twist the doorknob but it open easily.
‘Ah,you are definitely stupid,Yunho.’ He thought.
A Small figure of Jaejoong was sitting on the mattress with his face buried between his bended legs,his shoulders shook as he sobbing quietly and it shook even more when Yunho reached his hands to touch it before Jaejoong slapped his hands away.
"Jaejoong ah,I'm so sorry.I didn't mean what I've said." Yunho said guiltily.
"Tell me,Yunho...why everyone around me always sick of me?Am I a bad boy?" Jaejoong murmured and Yunho smiled gently at his bandmate,reached his hand to pat lightly on Jaejoong's head.
"No,you're not a bad boy,and no one was sick of you." Yunho said. "We all care about you."
Jaejoong blinked at Yunho,who lightly wiped out the tears from those black orbs.
"Even Yoochun does." Yunho added.
"I don't want any sympathy from him." Jaejoong said blankly and didn't pull away when Yunho pulled him into a tight embrace,rocking back and forth just in time with the soft music from the stereo.
"Even that thing happened between you two but I'm sure if you just open up your heart...you can be friend with him." Yunho said.
"But--"
"Just love yourself before you reach for others'" Yunho whispered. "So they'll know that you can look after their love as good as they do."
"I'll stop going out at night." Jaejoong smiled and Yunho nodded.Feeling the butterflies flustered in his stomach when Jaejoong kissed him lightly and snuggled closer to his chest.
"Thank you,Yunho." Jaejoong whispered and closed his eyes,drifted into sleep in Yunho's arms,where he could rely on as their bandleader.
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[OT]My destiny...covered

Wed, 13 Sep 2006 11:52:05 GMT

okay...another covered lyric!!

My Destiny

A1 : Struggling my heart, Just to return to you, Just to becoming yours. Once again with piece of my heart~

If love is blinding, Then I becoming blind, I have no light to sight. Without you right by my side

Bridge1 : Our shadows are moving spreading out, With a point of no return. I just want you to know that I’m still waiting for you

B1: Another day Another night

Loving you is killing me. How am I supposed to flee from this pain.

Now living without your love

No one knows, Bout’ the pain which hold my heart

In the world of tragic love, My tears are falling down

The world of lonely, Where it should be ~My destiny~

A2: Try to forget, Your eyes your tears and signs, how your lips taste on mine. But your sweets are still in my mind

For every day, I hold your ring in hand, but I can’t let it go. Like it fused into my hand.

Bridge2: In my mind it always want to shout out loud. It’s my last message to you, and I wish if you know that my hearts beating for you.

B2: Another way Another lie

Forever is valueless. I believed within my fate to be with you

But living without your love

Nothing could, fill the emptiness of me.

If I could go back in time, to the day that you were mine.

Completing my soul, It’s been untold ~My destiny~

C: (Ooh Ahh) take my hands and hold me tight, so that I could know you’ll never go. Make me fall in you, Like I feel in years ago. Tell me how to have one more chance. Let me be there once again ~So it’s time to spread my wings~

B3: Another you Another me

Would we love until the end? Would you cry if I were died without “GOOD BYE”

So living without you near

In my dreams, I can feel you kissing me. It’s enough for me to died, in this endless dream of mine.

Ease all of my pain, calling my name ~My destiny~

B4: (Another day) Another night

We are now in different path, on the parallel which never meet again

Now living without your love

No one knows, Bout’ the pain corroding me

In the world of tragic love, My tears are falling down

The world of lonely, Where it should be ~My destiny~

[FIC]Always there 5

Sun, 27 Aug 2006 11:57:53 GMT

Update to everyone who still read my fic...T^T

“No,Jaejoong” Yunho shook his head. “I can’t let you go tonight.”

“Why,Yunho?” Jaejoong pouted.

Usually,Jaejoong would going out every night.But today after their practice,Yunho stopped him in front of the studio,where they always seperate and when he told Yunho that he wanted to go out,the taller boy refused.

“Because tomorrow we have to go to work earlier and you’ve gone out there too often lately.” Yunho said. “You might get caught by a paparazzi someday.”

“but I always go to the private club!” Jaejoong protested.

“It’s not an excuse,Jae.” Yunho replied.

“This is unfair!why don’t you tell Yoochun,too?!” Jaejoong whined.

“I did…and now let’s go home.They are waiting for us.” Yunho said and grabbed Jaejoong’s hand tightly in his.

“But---” Jaejoong tried again.

“No more but!Damnit,Kim Jaejoong!” Yunho snapped and Jaejoong quickly shut himself up.Yunho in bad mood is dangerous.

- - - -- - - - - - - -- - - - -

The bodies in Dong Bang Shin Ki’s bedroom were sleeping silently except one,Jaejoong shifted uncomfortably under the blanket.Every night he had been out to the club and get drunk was for only a reason to forget.But if he couldn’t,the good and bad memories with Yoochun would haunted him just like this night.

Jaejoong sighed and quietly got up from his bed,tiptoeing to the bathroom.And within the minute Jaejoong was ready to sneak out of the house.The boy examined himself in the mirror and chuckled.

Ah.You acted just like you were 15,Jaejoong.Sneak out to the club,dancing and drinking to wash out the stress and worries in your mind.

The door closed quietly as Jaejoong sneaked out of the house and quickly ran toward his car and drove off quickly,not seeing the bedroom’s curtain being opened slightly by someone’s hand.

Yunho sighed heavily as he saw Jaejoong’s car drove off quickly.

Why you never listen to me,Jaejoong?

- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - --

The loud and heavy beats being played in the private club as the slim figure of Jaejoong slipped inside through the back door.A lot of well-known face around him make Jaejoong feels sick.

Eventhough this is private club but this is still a classy one anyway.

“Hi,hottie.What took you so long today?” A woman’s voice asked.

“Just got back from the studio,Soujin.” Jaejoong lied.Lee Soujin is the owner of this club who Jaejoong used to spend time to drink with her and told her some of the stories.

“So let me buy a drink for you.” Soujin offered with her sweet smile.

“I’m okay,Soujin.Thanks.” Jaejoong said.

“Oh!I gotta go,Jaejoong…there is some ‘good-looking pry’ over there.” Soujin said.

“Alright.” Jaejoong smiled “See ya,Soujin.”

Soujin waved back at him before she disappeared into the crowd.

“One Scotch Whiskey.” Jaejoong told the bartender.

“Strong one.” He added.

“This might get you drunk within four or five shot.” Someone’s voice stated and Jaejoong turned his head just to see a soft smile from the unfamiliar women,she looks pretty good in Jaejoong’s opinion.Those lips,which whispers the words into his ear with her seductive voice and her full body might make any man drooling in front of her.

“You are underestimating me,miss.” Jaejoong said.

She shrugged at his reply and continue saying.

“You seems like you wanna get drunk for some purpose.” She commented.

“All the reason is to forget…” Jaejoong smirked. “just like everybody here.”

“I think I know a wiser way.” She smiled.Jaejoong took a gulp from his glass and placed it roughly on the counter.

“Me either.” Jaejoong said,wincing as he felt a burn-hot liquid moving in his vein.

“Really?” She smiled more seductively and placed one of her legs between Jaejoong’s thighs as she moved closer.

“Then show me.” She whispered.

Jaejoong didn’t realize what’s get into him.But with a blink of his eyes,he got her in his arms and kissed her roughly on her lips then get lowered to her neck and her breasts.And another blink of his eyes,he got he moaning constantly underneath him on the sofa in the dark corner of the club as he slammed himself harder into her.
‘Damn everybody in this word and the alcohol.’ Jaejoong thought.

He was here to forget anyway.And this is another way to forget just like Yoochun did.

[FIC]Always there 4

Fri, 25 Aug 2006 13:50:20 GMT

update again!!

“Junsu ah…” Yoochun called out as he peeked into the living room after having a quick shower and found nobody in his bedroom,the eyebrows frowned together as he found that the living room still dimmed by the curtain,apparently there’s no one was up yet.But Junsu said everybody were ready for the breakfast.

A soft ‘crank’ from the kitchen makes Yoochun jumped but slowly took his way toward the kitchen anyway.The boy tiptoed quietly until he found Junsu in the kitchen,grabbing some toasts from the baker and carefully cut it into four pieces,biting his lower lips in concentration.Yoochun smiled at his bandmate’s adorable act and approached the other boy with devilish smile on his lips.

“Gotcha,Su ah!” Yoochun beamed and grabbed Junsu’s waist tightly.But according to the sudden attack,the knife was cutting on Junsu’s finger and blood were slowly bleeding from the cut.

“Ouch!” Junsu whimpered and abruptly pushed Yoochun aside.Accidentally Yoochun’s head hit on the cupboard quite hardly.

“I’m sorry,Junsu!” Yoochun apologized and quickly approached Junsu again,grabbing Junsu’s hand in his as he examined the wound.

“Are you okay?” Junsu asked worriedly,reaching his other hand to caressed Yoochun’s forehead.

“Shut up,Su.I’m okay but you’re not.” Yoochun said.

“Sorry.” Junsu said and found himself blushing slightly when Yoochun dragged him out to the living room and pulled him to sit on the couch.

“Sit here,’kay?” Yoochun ordered before he returned to the kitchen,fumbled with some of first aid kits.

Junsu sighed.

If you’re not the one who hurt me…will you even care about me like this,Yoochun?

“Okay…give me your hand.” Yoochun said as he sat himself beside Junsu,taking the other boy’s offered hand gently and began to take care of the other’s wound.

Junsu couldn’t help but smiled when he saw Yoochun’s brows frowned in concentration.Junsu tapped his index finger between Yoochun’s brows,laughing when Yoochun looked up and him and pouted.

“What are you doing?” Yoochun asked.

“Nothing.” Junsu shrugged. “Relax,Chunnie.I didn’t hurt that much.”

“But still hurt,don’t you?!” Yoochun whined.

Junsu didn’t answer but questioned instead,soft hand reached Yoochun’s head and rubbed a circle on it.

“It might be bruised…is it hurt?” Junsu asked.

Yoochun had to admit that he enjoyed Junsu’s touch a lot,closing his eyes and leaned his head on Junsu’s shoulder then responded.

“Umm…not really.Then tell me why you have to do the breakfast on you own? And where is the other?”

“Min is already up and go to school and Jae still in bed because he came back late last night.That’s why I have to do the breakfast on my own.” Junsu answered as he still rubbed his hand against Yoochun’s head.

“And Yunho?” Yoochun asked.

“Oh!he’s also with Jaejoong but I think he might already wake up and try to drag Jaejoong out from the bed.”

Yoochun nodded in response and suddenly pulled back from Junsu when he heard someone clearing his throat.

“Is there anyone here talking about me?” Yunho asked playfully.

“Yea,I thought you will never come out from Jaejoong’s bed.” Yoochun smirked.

“Then where is Jaejoong hyung?” Junsu asked.

“Still in bed…I have no idea why he become a heavy sleeper like this.” Yunho sighed. “I think it’s because the influence of Yoochun.”

And Yoochun almost choked the orange juice in his hand.

“Pardon?!” Yoochun whined as he received the napkin from Junsu and wiped it on his lips.

“Haha…I’m just kidding,Yoochun.Now go to wake your hyung up,Junsu.” Yunho said.

“I’ll go get him.” Yoochun offered.At least,just seeing Jaejoong when he’s in his sleep might make him feel better.

“But--” Junsu protested but stopped when Yoochun said to him.

“You can go with me if you want.” Yoochun offered.

- - - - - -- - - - - - - - - - --

“…Jaejoong wake up.” Yoochun’s familiar voice filled Jaejoong’s sense as he woke up by a nudge at his rear.

“Junsu ah…” Jaejoong smiled warmly at his brother-like mate,trying to ignore Yoochun completely.

“Hi,Jaejoong.” Junsu smiled back and hugged Jaejoong tightly as he always do.
“You should go to take a shower,Jae.” Yoochun adviced but Jaejoong just looked up at him with the empty eyes.

“I will.” Jaejoong responded.

“Hurry up,hyung.I’m so hungry.” Junsu said.

“Okay…but what happened with your finger?” Jaejoong asked as he grabbed Junsu’s hand and examined at the injured finger.

“Err…I got cut when I tried to cut the toasts.” Junsu answered and Jaejoong giggled so he pouted.

“Hey!I knew that I’m sucks at cooking,Jaejoong.Thank you.”

Yoochun sighed as he quietly observed his friend and his ex-boyfriend.
Junsu and Jaejoong are different and at the same time,they also the same.Junsu is just like Jaejoong in a couple years earlier,lively and so pure.But Jaejoong is not the same now,he’s a man with an icy wall which protected his injured heart and protect himself from everyone around.

Yoochun wasn’t stupid.

He knew Junsu’s feeling toward him,even a small hint.

But he was afraid that someday…

Junsu might be just like Jaejoong,and by Yoochun’s hands.

Jaejoong’s heart was beating so hard until he could feel the pain inside.He never meant to be so cold toward Yoochun like this.But he had to do this for his own goods.

Once your heart was injured by love it will never be the same until you found another one,which beating in the same pace with yours.

Jaejoong prays everyday…when the time came,he will smile at Yoochun and the world without hesitant.

Hope it’s not longer than his whole life.

[FIC]Always there 3

Sat, 19 Aug 2006 01:14:00 GMT

update!! this one will make you like Yoochun more than previous chapter...

Unlike other days,today the Dong Bang Shin Ki’s shared bedroom wasn’t empty.When he was in his deep nice slumber,even a dimmed sunlight of the early morning didn’t effect a heavy-sleeper like Yoochun.

“Yoochun ah…wake up.” A small voice called as a small hand reached out to tap on Yoochun’s shoulder lightly.

“Uhh…one moment,Jae.” Yoochun murmured the words in his half-asleep state,which stunned the other boy beside his bed.

Yes,Junsu is not Jaejoong and he knew it.It always kills Junsu inside slowly when he have to comes round and wake Yoochun up every morning as his life’s routine,but there’s never be his name which slipped out from the other’s lips.Instead,it’s always be Jaejoong’s name.

Junsu quietly laughed in self-pity.He had fallen for Yoochun since the first day he met this lively boy,Yoochun’s devilish smile always makes Junsu’s heart skip their beat and his lips also curved up to smile back.Junsu jumped slightly as a pair of strong arms wrapped around his waist and pulled him closer.

“What are you thinking about,Su ah?” A hoarse-low voice asked.

“N-Nothing.” Junsu lied.He knew that if he tell Yoochun the truth,his feeling will never get any response anyway.So he chose to keep it in his heart and never let it go.

“Then why are you frowned and sighed?” Yoochun asked and still didn’t let the other boy go from his embrace.

“Because you are heavy-sleeper and I really bored to wake you up everyday.” Ah,another big lie from Junsu who quietly begged for the forgiveness from the god in his mind.

Yoochun’s lips curved up to form his famous smile at Junsu’s response.Then he whispered directly to Junsu’s ear.

“Have you ever heard a fairy’s tale?I’m Aurora princess so you should kiss me to wake me up,Su.”

Junsu smirked.

He knew that the acts which Yoochun do toward him was just the mask to hide his true feeling.To forget.But Junsu was willing to take it without any conditions.In another hand,Yoochun also do it because of the fansite which cheered them up to be like the couples and YooSu is one of it,calling up the rating for the band is one thing that Junsu couldn’t refused.

“Go to take a shower,Chunnie.Breakfast is served.” Junsu stated.

“Alright.” Yoochun responded and finally pulled himself up from the bed and walk toward the bathroom.

“Junsu.” He called and Junsu turned to face him.

“Hmm?”

“Wanna take a shower with me?” Yoochun laughed then pulled the door shut quickly when Junsu threw the pillow at him and groaned angrily.

A while after that,Junsu heard a soft humming voice from inside the bathroom,the same song that he used to hear that day.

The day he found out Yoochun‘s secret.

- - - - - - - - - - - - -

It was very usual for everybody in the band if Yoochun would going out somewhere at the evening.Then they would find Jaejoong sitting alone on the couch in the late at night and waiting for his boyfriend and got into a fight which Jaejoong always broke down and cried by Yoochun‘s heart-breaking words.

But there’s something that no one never know but Junsu accidentally find out.

Sometimes when Junsu was free,he like to walk along the street alone and he often found Yoochun sitting alone on the bench in the park,humming a melody of the same song over and over again until it was late at night and sometimes it would be an early morning of the new day,Yoochun would came back to their apartment and pretended that he was out with someone else just to get into a fight with Jaejoong and hurted the other boy with his words.For some reason, Junsu always wonders why it have to be this song and why Yoochun have to do like this to Jaejoong.

If we just stay friends
Then I wouldn't break your heart
Something on your mind
The courage to tell you my true feelings have disappeared
I'm afraid of being hurt
We have the ability to grasp what we desire
But infront of you, I keep on forgetting what to say
These cold actions are completely the opposite of how I feel
You're so radiant that I close my eyes.

Junsu still didn’t know the reason.And he didn’t want to know the truth.

The truth that he knows…

Yoochun still love Jaejoong

- - - - - - - - - - - - - -

Credits:Heart,Mind and Soul Lyric from www.aheeyah.com
Korean-Thai by Alexia.
Thai-English by Milna.

PS.Sorry if this one is too short…and also apologized for my grammar because I wrote a lot of DBSK’s fic in Thai lately.So my grammar is a bit crappy.

[FIC]Always there 2

Sun, 13 Aug 2006 14:15:32 GMT

Nothing to say...just update for you guys

A/N:Italic letters are flashback.

After quietly observed the two of his friends,Yunho kept on his mind that Jaejoong is going out with Yoochun and they went along really well.So he should stop loving Jaejoong for now.

But then for a several times,Yunho said to himself that he couldn’t stop when accidentally saw Jaejoong sitting in the darkness of living room in the late at night as Yoochun finally got back from ‘only-god-knows’ where,humming some music quietly

“Yoochun ah,where have you been?” Jaejoong asked Yoochun,who suddenly stopped humming and turned to Jaejoong.Even it was 1 o’clock of the new day but Jaejoong still waiting for him.

“No where.” Yoochun answered carelessly.

“But why you came back this late? I’ve been waiting for you si---” Jaejoong said but suddenly cut off by Yoochun’s angry shout.

“Shut up,Jaejoong! I never asked you to be waiting for me!”

“But---” Jaejoong tried to protest.

“And I didn’t going out with you for this damn suspect!” Yoochun scolded.

“I’m so sorry…Chunnie.” Jaejoong always says this words even it wasn’t his fault.Such a warm-hearted person.

“You should be.” And Yoochun would replies with this words even it was his fault then he would turned his back to Jaejoong and walked to their bedroom as it always happened when they got into a fight.

After that,Yunho would found Jaejoong’s trembling as he began to cried his heart out until there was no tears left.

A month passed by and Jaejoong finally couldn’t handled the atmosphere,So he broke up with Yoochun.But anyway,Jaejoong still being hurt by Yoochun’s last words as a lover.

“I suppose to be with those pretty girls out there for a long time ago,Jaejoong.Not with a guy like you and this sick relationship!So,thank you.”

Yoochun’s words changed Jaejoong’s world up-side-down.Jaejoong started going out with pretty girls more and more often,but when he came back home Jaejoong would collapsed on the sofa,break down and cry.

- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -

“Hi,Yunho.” Jaejoong greeted as he patted Yunho’s back lightly as usual when he got back home late and found Yunho still waiting for him at the terrace.

“Hi,how are you?” Yunho asked as he handed Jaejoong his cigarette,Jaejoong took a deep breath from it then slowly exhaled,letting the white smoke lingered in the cold night’s air for awhile before it disappeared.

“Not bad,though.The girl I’ve met tonight was rock!” Jaejoong answered. “But she’s a money-eater…you can lost all the money if you keep going out with her.”

“So you should stop.” Yunho said and Jaejoong shrugged carelessly then asked.

“Where are the others?”

“Junsu and Min are already in bed.But Yoochun---”

“He’s still out there,right?” Jaejoong asked shakily and Yunho nodded.

There was a silence between them before Jaejoong finally said.

“I should go to bed.” He mumbled and walked away from Yunho.

Yunho looked toward Jaejoong’s small frame which trembling all the way to his bedroom then decided to follow the other boy to the bedroom.

Jaejoong did all those things to forget Yoochun or just for his own happiness,no one know.

- - - - - - -- - - - - - - -

“Jae….” Yunho called as he knocked on Jaejoong’s door lightly.

“Later,Yunho.I wanna take some rest.” A soft mumble voice answered from inside the room.

“Are you okay,Jae?Why are you crying again?” Yunho asked.

“I’m not crying.Please just go.” Jaejoong pleaded.

“No,Jae.If you don’t open the door…I’ll force it open.” Yunho said firmly and started to count 1 to 10 in his mind.

Finally the door opened.

Jaejoong was there with his swolledn eyes and his body still shook uncontrollably,he reached his hand to covered his mouth in order to silenced to whimpers.Yunho gently led Jaejoong to sit on the bed and pulled him into a tight embrace,closing his eyes tightly when Jaejoong finally busted into tears once again.This is Yunho’s usual duty as a bandleader,calming or encouraging every members when they had a hard time.

Yunho knew that when tomorrow night came,Jaejoong will go out again with a bigger wound in his heart and waiting to be healed.

[FIC]Always there 1

Thu, 10 Aug 2006 13:50:25 GMT

Title:Always there
Pairing:Jaechun/Jaeho&Yoosu
Summary:After his painful break up.Jaejoong become a playboy and Yunho is there for him...but how long it would last?
A/N:This is my new long fiction.So please read!!

A/N:an italic letters are flashback...

Yunho was sitting soundlessly at the terrace,the cigarrette being lit before he lost into his world...

Jung Yunho as a leader of Dong Bang Shin Ki,the most popular band in Korea and even in Asia,for somebody else...Yunho seems to be busy by the tight schedules of the band everyday in his life,running around their apartment to called up the other members.But for such a warm-hearted 'hyung' like Yunho,he do it willingly.
In another hand,from time to time that Yunho was voted to be 'X-man'.Everybody might think that he will always find a pretty girl to going out with every single days and maybe fall in love with one of them.But a heart is a heart,you can't really control it.

Yunho sighed at this thought before he took a long deep breath from the cigarette.Usually,its strong menthol aroma will quickly go through his brain and cool down his mind.But this time,he found that it was useless.

He still couldn't get rid off the image of gentle and caring Kim Jaejoong from his mind.

Three years ago,Yunho was just a boy with a strong desire to become a famous singer.So,he left his home to follow his dream which he wished that he'll find it in such a big city like Soeul.Then the destiny was on his side when he went to the audition at the SM and got picked to be Dong Bang Shin Ki along with four more boys:Junsu,Changmin,Yoochun and Jaejoong.Yunho still remembered the day he met Jaejoong like it was on yesterday.

"Oops!I'm so sorry." Yunho apologized as he ran into someone accidentally.

"It's okay." The voice responded.

"Er...do you know where is the conferrence room#1?" Yunho asked as he carefully looked at the bussiness card in his hand.

"I think it's on the left end of the corridor." The voice answered.Such a rich and warm voice,Yunho thought as he slowly looked up to see the most pretty face he ever seen in any boys.

"You gonna go there,too?" The smaller boy asked.

"Yes." Yunho nodded.

"Cool!So we can go together.Ah,so nice that I finally found an accompany." The boy smiled at Yunho. "I'm Kim Jaejoong.You can call me Jaejoong or Jae."

"I'm Jung Yunho.Just call me Yunho." Yunho smiled back.

"Okay.Shall we go now,Yunho?" Jaejoong asked and Yunho nodded as they walked together along the corridor.

- - - - - - - -- - - - - -

"Okay...after you know each other.there is one more boy to join you and become Dong Bang Shin Ki." The manager said after he introduced Changmin and Junsu to Jaejoong and Yunho.

"Nice!Where is he?" Junsu asked.

"Micky,C'mon." The manager called with his korean-ish english and another good-looking boy walked into the room.

"This is Park Yoochun.He's from America." The manager said.

"You can call me Micky.Please treat me well." Yoochun said politely before he bowed his head to everybody.Yunho silently observed Jaejoong and he could caught a spark of attraction between Jaejoong and Yoochun.

"Yunho hyung!why don't you go to sleep?" Changmin said sleepily as his hand still fanned the smoke from the cigarette away from his face.

"I have to wait for Jaejoong." Yunho answered simply.

"But Jaejoong hyung always coming back late at night." Changmin said.

"And I always waiting for him,didn't I?" Yunho asked. "And you?why don't you go back to sleep?"

"I wanna eat some snacks before I go back to sleep." Changmin shrugged and walked toward his very own snacks box,picking two chocolate bars and then a bottle of milk from the cooler.

"So you won't go to sleep anytime soon?" Changmin asked on his way back to his bedroom.

"I think so.Good night,Min." Yunho answered.

- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -

"Jaejoong ah!We're back." Junsu beamed as the rest of the band stepped into the apartment.

"Oh!you guys came back so quickly." Jaejoong smiled and quickly took off the coat for Yoochun,who smiled back at him.

"Are you hungry?" Jaejoong asked Changmin.

"Yes,Yes,Yes." Changmin nodded furiously and Jaejoong laughed at the youngest's act.

"Are you tried,Yunho? Your face is a bit pale today." Jaejoong asked as he saw Yunho who said nothing since he came back to the apartment.

"Yea,just a bit tried." Yunho responded quitely as his eyes stared at Yoochun's arms which wrapped firmly around Jaejoong's waist and got entangled with Jaejoong's another hand.

"Then you guys should go to take a bath and I'll make a dinner for you." Jaejoong said.Junsu and Changmin quickly walked to their bedroom and followed slowly by Yunho.

"I'll be right back." Yoochun said.his arms still wrapped around Jaejoong's waist.

"Take your time,Chunnie.You're so tried today." Jaejoong smiled and leaned his weight into Yoochun's arms.

"Hey!My baby also working so hard today." Yoochun protested softly. "You have been running through those new menu recipes all day,didn't you?"

"Yes,but you should go to take a bath now.Chunnie is stink." Jaejoong teased.Yoochun pouted before he did what Jaejoong said,the boy walked to his own bedroom and shut the door behind himself.

Jaejoong shook his head for his boyfriend's childish manner then sighed.

Yunho also sighed after he quietly peeked at the lovers.

- - - - - - - - - - - -

Yunho could say that he didn't trust Yoochun.Yes,they are friend and Yunho loves Yoochun.But when it comes Yoochun's old habit as a playboy,Yunho couldn't trusted him.
Yunho always cursed himself when he silently wished that Yoochun would going out with somebody else then broke up with Jaejoong then Yunho will be there for Jaejoong.

[SF]YooMin's First Night Project

Thu, 27 Jul 2006 06:59:49 GMT

Sequel from Slave For You...this is YooMin's First Night.

The school break was started a few days ago,sunny and lively summer was coming.Children having fun in the embrace of sunlight,smiling brightly to it.Ah,he love summer holiday.

Changmin sighed.

Now he have to sit still on the passenger seat on the airplane,heading to America with his new-found boyfriend,Park Yoochun.Their first met was like an accident,on summer holiday last year when Changmin hurried to the audience hall and lost his step upon the stairs and fell from it,but with a soft 'thud',he found himself in Yoochun's arms.

Changmin chuckled at his first memory of Yoochun.

"You must be sick or something,Min.How could you managed to sigh then chuckle right after it?!" Yoochun teased after he looked up from the magazine long enough to observed his lover's adorable acts.

"I miss summer time in Korea...then I thought about our first met." Changmin replied before he leaned his head on Yoochun's shoulder.

"You're such a drama queen,you know?" Yoochun smirked and Changmin looked up at him through his lashes,pouted.

"Why?!" Changmin asked.

"C'mon!We've just leaving Korea for about 10 hours and we just gonna stay in America only 2 weeks or so,Min." Yoochun answered.

"Fine!I'm a drama queen,then what?!" Changmin whined.

"You are so cute when you're pouting,Changmin." Yoochun smiled and kissed Changmin on his cheeks,which started to flushed from shyness.

- - - - - -- - - - - - -

At the LAX,an international airport in LA.Changmin was fumbled around his bagpack then their luggages,so Yoochun asked.

"What are you looking for?"

"I think I forget my sunglasses." Changmin said.

"Here,take mine." Yoochun said simply as he handed Changmin his sunglasses.

"What about you...?" Changmin asked.

"I already have one.Ricky forgot it at our house so I took it." Yoochun shrugged then continued. "But don't broke mine,okay? That's Armani."

"Shut up! I never said such a thing when you loose my Gucci ones!" Changmin scolded and Yoochun just winked at him in reply and began to pulled their luggages toward to parking lots.

- - - - -- - - - - -- - -

"Hop in!" Yoochun beamed after he had done with stuffing their things into the car,but Changmin still standing there.

"Min?" Yoochun called.

"Ferrari?" Changmin wondered as his eyes still roaming on the shining black and well-varnished Ferrari before him.

"Aha,have you forgotten who I'm I? Yoochun smirked,and Changmin couldn't help but shrugged.Yoochun is the heir of Park Yoojin,the owner of the most powerful broadcasting company in Korea and also have many alliances all over the world.So no wonder why Yoochun could handle the expensive rental fee of this car in America like this.

"So where we gonna go?" Changmin asked as he quitely took his seat beside Yoochun,fastened the seat belt and waiting for the answer.

"It's up to you,princess.But we have to check-in at the hotel first." Yoochun replied as he drove off the car,heading to the downtown.

- - - - - - - - - - - - -- - -

"May I help you,sir?" The receptionist greet them politely as they walked in to the famous five-star hotel in the downtown like Hilton LA.

"Yes,I have the reservation here." Yoochun answered in English fluently.

"Okay,sir.In the name of?" The receptionist asked.

"Micky...Micky Park." Yoochun answered the receptionist then looked at Changmin who giggled at his answer and threw the boy a 'what-you-found-it-so-funny?' look.

"Okay,Mr.Park.Your room number is 1809 on the 18th floor with a king size bed,private spa and shower and room-delivered meals also available." The receptionist said before he handed the keycard to Yoochun.

"Thanks." Yoochun said.

"You're welcome,sir.And your luggages will be deliver to your room as soon as possible." The receptionist replied before he went back to his work and Yoochun grabbed Changmin's hand into his then led the boy to the glass elevator.

- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -

"Tell me Park Yoochun! What's in your mind now?" Changmin asked in panic as he saw the room.It was a really big room with an outdoor spa and artificial waterfall,a four poster king-size bed was in the middle of the room with a see-though curtain around it and the room was decorated by some kind of Roman's paintings,sculptures and furnitures.

"In my mind?" Yoochun cocked his eyebrow then answered in his low voice. "You."

Changmin blushed but still managed to speak.

"No!I mean...why it have to be only one bed with a outdoor spa and waterfall?!"

"I don't know...I just felt like I want it." Yoochun shrugged then stepped closer to Changmin but before he could say something more,Changmin was walking toward the bathroom quickly.

"I wanna take a bath." Changmin said quickly before he pulled the door shut behind him,leaving Yoochun to chuckled and shook his head at Changmin's cuteness.

Half and hour after that,Changmin finally pulled himself out of the bathroom in his bathrobe and walked toward Yoochun who lied down comfortably on their bed.

"What are you actually planned to do with me?!" Changmin asked as he continued blushing.

"Oh!nothing." Yoochun said but with a swift motion,he got Changmin underneath himself.Yoochun reached his hands to pinned Changmin's on the mattress.

"Then what about you...what's in your mind?Why you're so curious about what I was thinking?" Yoochun asked huskily before he planted a chaste kiss on Changmin's neckline and make the boy shivered.

"I just think that...er...the surrounding is too..er" Changmin replied quitely and turned his face away from Yoochun's.

"Too what?Classy?" Yoochun asked.Changmin shook his head.

"ancient-ish?"

"No."

"artistic?"

"No."

"Or it's too alluring so it's get you turn on,eh?" Yoochun whispered huskily to Changmin's ear and there's no answer nor protest from the other boy underneath him.

"Don't worry,Min." Yoochun whispered and turned Changmin's face to him. "It's got me,too."

Yoochun slowly lowered his head to capture his boyfriend's lips,slowly licked his lower lip as begged for the access and those lips parted for him willingly,tongues battled heatly before Yoochun pulled back and buried his teeth on Changmin's neck,biting upon it to show his possession and make Changmin groaned unwillingly as he pulled back up again.

"But until the time comes...I wanna have a shower then we'll go to Disney's Land." Yoochun smiled warmly at panting Changmin and got up then headed to the bathroom.

- - - - - - - - - - - - - -

"Yoochun ah,come over here!" Changmin called as he waved his hand at Yoochun,who still fumbled with a several bags in his hands.

"Come over here and help me with these bags first!" Yoochun whined.Why nobody warned him that Changmin is a shopaholic?

"Nahh!" Changmin grinned brightly then picked up the camera. "Yoochun!say 'CHEESEEE!' "

Yoochun looked up and found that he had been took a picture by Changmin.

"You!delete it!" Yoochu said as he finally kept up with Changmin.

"Nah,I'll show this to all of your ex,so they'll see how you looks like when you're fumbling with those bags." Changmin smirked triumphantly but suddenly Yoochun snatched the camera from his hand.

"So they should see this." Yoochun said as he stepped beside Changmin and.....

'Muah!'

Yoochun kissed Changmin at the same time as he pressed the shutter.

"Yoochun yah~!" Changmin pouted and slapped Yoochun's arms lightly.Yoochun laughed.

After taken a couple more pictures,the pair walked around the Disney's Land hand in hand and played some of the rides,having a flossy candy,seeing the cartoon parade and watching the fireworks at the end of the day.
After that,Yoochun took Changmin to Seafoods Restuarant and a night club until it was almost midnight,they headed back to the hotel.

- - - - - - - - - - - - -

The glass elevator slowly elevated the lovers up to their destination,Yoochun had Changmin pushed against the glass wall,facing the night view of LA. while he kissed Changmin heavily from his lips down to his neck and now Changmin's shirt was being unbuttoned by the expert hands of Yoochun.

'Tingg!'

The bell rang and the elevator's doors open.Changmin quickly pushed Yoochun to walk backward while the said boy still working on his shirt,so they both stumbled all the way to their room.

"Key!" Yoochun panted as he pushed Changmin against the door,not in mood to finding the keycard by himself.So Changmin randomly reached his tremble hand to Yoochun's back pocket and grabbed the keycard for him.

"Here." Changmin hissed and handed the keycard to Yoochun,who finally got his shirt off his body.Yoochun randomly inserted the keycard into the reciever and quickly opened the door.

"Ahh!" Changmin cried as he almost stumbled on the floor because of sudden lost the support from the door.Instead of stumbled onto the floor,they were stumbling across the room until Changmin's back touched the mattress.

"Yoochun ah~slow down." Changmin pleaded as he gripped on Yoochun's shirt tightly.

"Can't." Yoochun murmured teasingly before he pulled himself back up from Changmin's chest for the first time,admiring his own marks all over the other's chest.

"Not fair." Changmin pouted then quickly switched the position,now he was on top of Yoochun.The swollen lips were crashing on Yoochun's as those hand slowly unbuttoned Yoochun's shirt,engraved his fingernail upon Yoochun's flesh as the white skin being exposed.

"Uhhh...Min ah." Yoochun let out a soft whimper.

Encouraged by his lover's whimper,Changmin went lower to undid Yoochun's jeans and boxers.As it got rid off,Yoochun's erection was before his eyes.Changmin lowered his head to kissed it noisily.

"Uhhah..god..so good,baby." Yoochun moaned in pleasure as Changmin licked off his pre-cum and looked up at him luciously then finally engulf his lenght into his mouth.

Yoochun's hands absent-mindly entangled into Changmin's brown hair and massaged his scalp,his hips were bucking up to Changmin's mouth as he came.Changmin swallowed it all.

"Oh my god..." Yoochun mumbled as he breathed heavily after orgasm.

"I presume that you like it?" Changmin smiled.

"Yea,a lot.But I can do it better." Yoochun smirked.

"Oh!Really?!" Changmin cocked his brows at Yoochun's statement then a seductive smile played on his lips.

"Then show me." He whispered.

Again,Changmin was undrneath Yoochun's body.A sly grin was on his face when Yoochun threw his jeans and boxer away impatiently.

"You are so beautiful,Changmin." Yoochun whispered huskily and leaned down to kiss Changmin fully on his lips,the sweet kiss they shared became more and more eager when the time passed.Yoochun was biting on Changmin neck hungrily.Changmin moaned in ecstasy.

"Ahhhhhh!" Changmin moaned loudly as Yoochun traced his tongue down to his chest,playing with his nipples a bit before leaving it to be his hand's task and continued his tongue lower to his stomach,biting on it then leave it again and with a swift move,Yoochun wiped his tongue along Changmin's erection and stopped.

"Don't tease me,Chun yah~" Changmin breathed,his eyes molested in lust.

"Like this?" Yoochun smirked then leaned down to kissed its tip and pulled back up,extracting a fretful groan from the body underneath.

"Yoochun,please?" Changmin pleaded and then Yoochun's patient was cut by those words.

"Put you arms under your knees." Yoochun ordered shakily and Changmin did what he asked.Long legs were being bended and arms were putting under it.So,Changmin's entrance was showing sexily in font of Yoochun's eyes.

Yoochun leaned forward to kiss it,made Changmin yelped and moaned as Yoochun's tongue traced upon it lazily.

"P-Please...hurry." Changmin rushed and Yoochun did.He reached to the drawer to withdrew the lubricant gel from it,oozing the gel from the tube and applied in on his own lenght then on Changmin's opening.

"If you couldn't handle the pain,I'll stop." Yoochun said before he kissed Changmin on his temple lovingly.Changmin nodded.

Yoochun slowly buried himself into Changmin,as deep as he get in...as loud the moans increased.Yoochun steadied himself awhile before he started to rock against Changmin.A loud groan exploded from they both.

"Uhh-ah...harder..Chun..please." Changmin screamed,the arms were withdrew from under his knees and secure-ly wrapped around Yoochun's neck as same as his legs which now wrapping firmly around Yoochun's waist for a better contact.

"God,Minnie...so good in here..ah" Yoochun moaned as he thrusted harder into the boy,moving time to time to find his lover's prostate.

"Uhhhahhh!" Changmin screamed as Yoochun finally found his spot and thrusting against it constantly.

With a dozen of thrusts after that,Yoochun came deeply inside Changmin,who also came wildly on Yoochun stomach.They panted heavily as they were running in the marathon race.

"I love you,Minnie." Yoochun said as he finally found his breaths,pulled the other boy closer to him.

"I love you too,Micky." Changmin whispered before he nuzzled closer to Yoochun's bare chest then sighed.

He loves Korea,he loves the children's smiles,he loves summer time...the time he could spend it with Yoochun.

DRIVE Live! performance

Thu, 20 Jul 2006 08:58:49 GMT

DRIVE Live! performance...The guys are so cute! Especially Xiah with his hips-shaking thingy.

My sis. just love his S-line hips [so did Micky]

Tohoshinki-SKY

Sat, 15 Jul 2006 04:41:40 GMT

Micky was in PURPLE pants!!

I thought he must be just woke up awhile before filming MV or else the stylish must hate him T*T

How comes she let my Micky wearing the purple pants w. yellow shirt?!

never mind,he's still cute,though 8D

Home at last!!

Sun, 02 Jul 2006 00:50:31 GMT

i'm just into doing some quiz lately and this is some of the results..

tnxie for luvkangta ...tht i stolen it from her LJ..Saranghae,sweetie!

You Are Boyish Sexy

You're the kind of girl who gets along with all the boys
Whether it's holding your own in a game of touch football...
Or kicking some major butt while playing Xbox.
You hang with the guys easily, while still keeping your girly sexiness.

What Kind of Sexy Are You?

Well,boy-ish sexy? weird,doesn't it?! *is it the sexy way likes Jaejoong?!*

and this is some icons tht i stole it from somewhere tht i couldn't remember *sweatdrops*

And now i'm gonna tell you my experiences from USA...

As y'all knows,I go to USA. for a golf tournament and I'm finally WIN! *yay* and then I went to visit my aunt in Virginia and it's make me felt very break down.

My aunt...she live with his boyfriend and i'm kinda get along really well with him.
and this is wat happened,
-first day tht i've been there,we all gonna go for a dinner at the restuarant and i always have a problem for sitting at the back of the car because i'll get dizzy and my aunt kinda didn't approve it and then when we're on the way home,she was like...

"I also felt dizzy when i sit at the back."

and i only think tht why she have to call out for the attention like this?!

and when my last day there had coming...i know why!

the two of them had a fight bcuz of me!Why?!

*cuz my own bloody auntie was getting JEALOUS at me and her own boyfriend who is 50-and something-years-old!!*

and i was like... OMG!HOW THE HELL YOU COULD IMAGINE IT!HE'S YOUR FUCKINF BF. AND I'M YOUR BLOODY NIECE! YOU'RE DEFINITELY HAVE A SICK PERVERT MIND!!

and they got into more serious fight she even told her bf. to move out from her house...unreasonable bitch!

and when i have to go to airport...she told her bf. tht she gonna go to send me by herself and he CAN'T go! then she turned to face me and said:

"I'm gonna drop you off at the airport,okay? and then you go on by yourself."

*WHAT?! I HAV 4 HUGE LUGGAGES TO HANDLE,BITCH! AND HOW CAN I DO IT ALL BY MYSELF?!*

"Well,no one help you when you came here earlier."She shrugged.

*SO U THINK THT BECAUSE OF ME THT YOUR BF IGNORED YOU?!*

*FUCK YA,BITCH!*

*I HATE YOU NOW!!YOU STUPID SELFISH UNREASONABLE PERVERT AUNT!*

Yoochun Oppa!

Wed, 28 Jun 2006 20:22:59 GMT

some DBSK's pics tht i stole from my friend's space.Tnx,Primmie!

Yoochun is so adorable w.his smile and the rest of the guys is also H.O.T!

YooChun = UNRESISTABLE GUY

Micky+Xiah+Hero+Max+U-Know = Dong Bang Shin Ki Hotties!!

Micky+Huge grins = FUN TIME!!

DBSK photoshoot = HOT LIKE HELL!!

[PIC] My first picture spamming...

Wed, 28 Jun 2006 17:26:16 GMT

just run around the web and i found this Jaeho moments...old one,though.

Look at Jaejoong! he's still hot with his smile ^___^

His smile widened...why? just watch closely at someone's head behind the girl.

Hey,there! Yunho was show up with a big bouquet for his baby Jae...

It's seems like Yunho going to kiss his boo! *nudge they back to reality..."This is publicity,guys!"*

That's all...sweet moments of Jaeho..

Credit:http://www.thaimisc.com/freewebboard/php/vreply.php?user=tvxqfic&topic=1848

[FIC] Slave for you...all chapters together!

Mon, 26 Jun 2006 01:58:52 GMT

for everyone who dunt wanna dig around the community to read my fic...

Part I

Part II

Part III

Part IV

[breaking fic]Oh!baby

Part V

Part VI

Part VII

Part VIII

Part IX

Part X

Part XI

Part XII

Part XIII

WE JUST MEANT TO BE!!

Sun, 25 Jun 2006 21:43:52 GMT

Just see thisss...you're mine,Micky!

AND...

Which TVXQ member fits you the best??

Micky YoochunHe's really down to earth and can make you laugh, you best fit Micky Yoochun
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this one below just in case Primmie has check out my LJ and she might gettin' jealous!

In Jaeho mood

Fri, 02 Jun 2006 10:29:58 GMT

Jaeho maniac!!

i try..

Mon, 24 Apr 2006 08:08:15 GMT

today i just stay at home.i thought i'll get bore but apparently i'm not cos i can spend the whole day surfing on int'net and searchin' some DBSK and McFLY's pics,,i also spend alomost 3 hours do my own lj layout it's quite complicated for my little brain *grin* but as i said: I'LL TRY!

first time!

Fri, 14 Apr 2006 09:36:02 GMT

yaay!first update here!

i dunno what it's got in me to decided to join LJ..i think it's cos i read lots of fictions from LJ's communities such as McSlash,McFLYSlash.so i think i hav to do something to serve my need about being 'fiction addicted'*grin*.neway,,i've been wrote loads of fic but dunno where to post it!and now i know where!!

who in DBSG will marry you?
Full Name
Age
you will marry:	yoochun
before he ask you:	romantic dinner near the beach
how you react to it:	speackless

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Which DBSG is gonna fall for u?
Name
DOB
Favourite Color
He is..	Uknow Yunho
If he looses you..	shed every worthing tear for you
If he sees you again..	prepose to you
When you are back in his life..	holds you tight and never let go
He says..	"You are my sunshine keeping me happy.."
He wants you too	love him back

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